Friday, March 18, 2011

heart vacancy

这种隔膜的感觉 真的很不舒服 好好的一般朋友 我们之间几时起了那么大那么大 的隔膜
我们朋友 队友 一起了那么久
虽然表面上 我们可以很“没事”的相处 可是 不可能看不出 不可能感觉不到 我们都有那种收在心里不讲的事
其实 我们都感觉得到 我们不如从前
从前的我们很有默契
我们什么都能开怀笑谈 脸上漏出的都是真诚的笑脸 谈的都是真心话 即使是开玩笑 讲废话
也不会惹起谁的怒根 厌烦 恨愁
因为我们都是一team 要38的时候,就一起
根本不会去怪 去讨厌 去逃避 任何一个人
即使我们做的事情有几 Wai 都好 我们都是报着一样的心态 我们不会怕别人的取笑 反而我们会很开心 很享受 很白痴 很不介意的 去耍 去玩
我们也都会很 automatic 的整天在一起 因为我们都习惯了
那个 moment 别人的闲话 就会变成我们的 话题
我们不会没有话题 以前

一个人的努力 真的会很寂寞
两个人的联络 就只是限制于 心里话
三个人在一起 感觉就好像比寂寞更寂寞
以前我的那个队伍 现在已经不是我的 我的那个队伍
是我离开了?
是队伍远离我了?
虚情假意 只会把我心里的伤口加深
我很久没有看到真诚的笑容了 =(
每次我们的伪装 我都觉得 我好想不认识你们 好想离开这里... 陌生
不然我还能怎样
厚着脸皮过这种日子 把自己折腾不已 痛苦

听者你们说着笑 有你们的话题 我只是在一旁 有时可能被可怜的理睬一下
其实 那种感觉真的是感觉的到的 我们又不是第一天认识
头头会安慰自己说 大家开心就好 我没什么 我只想大家在一起
讲是酱讲 想是酱想 可是感觉骗不了 自欺欺人


某个人
我不知到你最近怎么了 你变了很多
以前我还能听你说心事 还能一起分享 即使烦 也一起烦
最近的你 把什么事都自己收着
我多么的希望我能听听你自己说出你自己的事
从某次 你和他一起回家的时候 你开始自己对他说心事
朋友上 我伤心了 为什么 我们的关系变质了吗?
你最近变得很情绪化 也许我能明白你是为了什么事而不爽
可是我不明白的是 你真的这么在呼那一点点的事情吗 以前的你 真的不是这样
你怎么了 让我知道好吗 ...
在我们少联络了,我真的会想念你


这不只是孤单这么简单。
也不是寂寞那么容易。
那也不是一朝一夕的事。
I thanks to you that keep believe in me... I really thanks...
I know you trust in my efforts... trust in my VIEW...

Saturday, March 05, 2011

5/3

有时候
当我说“我很好”的时候
其实我希望有个人能看穿我的眼睛
紧紧地抱着我说:
“我知道你并不好”

... 沉浸在无言当中...
我知道你的想法
我明白你的体谅
可是我还是情不自禁的 Emo 了起来
心理不会好受
我好想告诉你

可是 我不得这么做
太自私

明知道今天会吹大风下大雨
尽管准备好一切出门
可是 还是会被风吹得一脸无奈
还是会被雨打得无计可施
只好 让那感觉 继续放纵

我还能怎样?...

Friday, March 04, 2011

Heart ♥

Dear, I hen Xiang Tell you That I really feel Bad mood today, But I scare Fan dao you...

Sunday, December 05, 2010

[The "Xiao" Trip] ♥ ♥ ♥ we're close

The "Xiao" Trip 是copy Chenyee 的卡`
很yeng xia XD =D

1st want sorry to all 3 xiao 1st...
I not dun wan he qun...
I no have greenshirt for 1st day...
So i wear white 1... Paiseh Paiseh... NOt me dun wan wear
This is ME sendiri take lai de also... Daisei = - = sorry sorry sorry

29 Nov...30 Nov...1 Dec...2 Dec...Pangkor Island =3 XiaO
Although this Happy trip is 预料之中
wHat I didn't predict is... We Are getting more fun between each other than other Class XD
Lovely 3 XiaO
1st day we so qi dai what we will do ....
We Study hard... We Play... We Scold... We Fight... We hate... We Act Bad !... We Get in a war... We Suffer... We Happy... We Run... We walk... We jump... We Smile... We Laugh... We Sad... We Cry... We Shout... We Eat... We Drink... We wash... We Keep... We Write... We Copy... We R ATTENDING !
We R TOGETHER !
We rR TOGETHeR !
We Are ALways TOgetTher ! =D

No matter How Many GanG Btw us...
Whenever There's needed the helping of 3 xiao ~
We're there to help~
No Matter who is in problems... Although he's the one who "weird" !
We're there to help... Nobody Absent/...

2nd day we are Qi Sin alr...

Remember that my 大拇指[ leg ] was injured when we playing water poly...
I get up to the "岸" And i'm trying to ask for help...
But, I'm too late... They already coming to help me B4 I shout out...
They ask me to lie down quickly and i closed my eyes....
I heard many peoples noises... Then i open my eyes, and laugh !
I saw all of you was feeling "curious" with my leg !! hhaha
You all Be with me that time XD I'm so Happy until I'm not pain !
Love you all lor ~!
And WaiYe !
为了我而受伤? haha !! You sendiri bu xiao xin lar...
But nevermine =D Just blame me XD
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

And 面粉战 !! NICE lar~~
haha!! 1st Time play tepung like this !
So waste lor XD But happy !!!! 1st group[my group] u're so pannai lo ~ XD
We Kena most many tepung but also we be the host most ! XD
Sorry I keep 开口中 =X hahaha Too lucky ler ba X?D aikss
5th group so cham/.. susah kena de.r...
Actually U all didn't say the right number when 1st group hit u all XD
u all said 61.... actually is 62...
But I tell them... no care !! Just HIT !!! BwHAHAHA
SoooorrRRYY ~~ XD

And The activities beside the POndok !
WAH !!! PAnnaI lAR !!
So yeng !! Yeng dao Boom !!!
we 2nd group !! 4,4,4,6,2 !! ALL black colour dice ! XD
haha !! WE take the 1st place XDDD
maybe the 气球 boom is really get me my luck XD aiks XD
hahah ~
So Fun lar Those activity ~ The step wooden Big Stick to walk de also XD
MuackS !

And 312,坏人卡
our 312 house is so .... Amazing !! HAHA
aiyoo... really speechless that live with u all ...
= = !! Happy birthdya laR !!
Qian Qian Thanks for going 4 times secret lar !!
aha !! Nice cake !! XD XD
Thanks you all LAe XD ~!
and , 310. 311. 312. 313. 314. 315. 316. 317. 333
So Pannai So Pannai 1! Aiyo... so many things to tell elr. ..
Don't how !! = =
3rd day we starting 逃避现实

第3组 !
You all are so so so PaNNAi please !!
We all Cross The raft in front of us... By shouting PIzza Hut ~ Abalone ... ~ Jia You !~~ And what alreadY?? haha ~ We less people 1 浆  so what? ~ We can Cross them also XD
Pannai LAR !!! HEHes !!
Although we're not the 1st in all the game !
But I love you all ~
Urs Spirits ! Gambateehehh 1!!
We BOLEH !!
di san zu ! ~ JIa you Jia YOu ! JIayo u !~!!! @.@

4th day ... I no tried till macam ni b4... by played...

Still Have many many many things... rEally Say bu wan...
While We eat R... we sleepp ...
We Take candle...
we Play in the hall
We find treasure .. ...
So many kar WEH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Really tak tao how to note down = = !!!
But my heart already melt... because you all !!
I still left many things haven't type out... but i don't care jo...
I can't note down our memories...
It's only stay inside our heart ...=D
We love Each Other... We love 3 Xiao ~ Garyous u all
big big boy and big big girl liao !!
Ty.

AmanDa !!
Nice memories with you too !!
remember we're 2ren's president and assist for the model ?
haha !!
Remember 3rd night i hold ur face and said what? ? !
XD HaHA Remember ARG !! If not i will kill you !!
Don't Change to BAd BAD Girl after You Change school !!
If not i will Go catch you !!!
Lock You back Police Station !!! KNow ANot !!
Remember AR !!

CeeJay
Erm... I still don't know that fish is who = =" nevermind...
Actually U're the one i scare most in class XD
and also the only 2 people in class i scare !! kakas
Another is The Qian qian XD
tambah minyak lar ceejay !
Find me Next time ~!

HoeiSEr a~ U're very shocked me !
U did Try many things u knw ?~
U... make me speechless !! Although u not pass those halangan !
But u tried !!
you're amazing !!! Next time u mesti can pass it 1 !! GAryous !!

Hui heng
EN ! 有性格 !!
TErus ! GAryous !!! =D

Chenyee !!
外星人 !!
I'm Proud Because i recognise you !! XD
hahah !! Really happy because of you lar !!
Persist O ! Garyous !!! HAHA
Laugh MORE !!

Wyanyi
3 tear ear back work !
Guess what it means XD
Garyous !! =D

PeiRU
So hard to c u smile in our group ar XD
Smile more lar !!
Together Shout Garyous !!
GAryous ar u !! XD

ZhiYi
Attitude right !
U're Zhiyi, good zhiyi XD
don't let something bad pollute u !
Pull out urself to not in the black area for permenant !
Tianyou Support u XD
Garyous !

Yeelin~
U make me not forget the YeLin restaurant in pangkor leh !!
haha !!
I remember so many things there....
hehes !! U're good person lar !
GAryous ! Ghost Story =D

Waiye
I alr Xiguan Call u waiye ~
Don't Mind lar ~ XD haha, so special mar XD
I want to see you groww and groww XDD
Haha !! GAryous ! LAR !!!
REMember AR !
good PRefecT !

JunYing
I don't know well about you...
But i know U done ur best to everything !
haha ! Garyous always ! Got problem want find me lar !!

Qian Qian !
U this Make me 心情 8 变 de 猪仔倩 !
Hope I waiting the classlist and namelist pop out miracle again XD
I want to same class with u XD haha !
I want to be the 啊添啊佑 again ! XD
Tambah minyak !!

JingMan OO
A Nice MAn.. XD
wkaakka !!! I won't pisahkan u with tongkat ali 1!!
Cant forget liao !!~ HAHA !!
U're bit macam junying leh XD
GAryous !!

Leyao !
Ur consider de biao ye so funny wakaka !!
Go china hor... XD no need present XD
Bring Back ur happy jiu ok le XD
=P Garyous !

Jia Xuen ~~
GELI ~~ haha ~~
U get many fun to me lo !
Ur sha sha de biao qing
Nu li xue xi de xin qing XDDD
so 38 ~! Garyous !!!

Jia qi !
Haha ~ I love to cheat u...
Sorry lar XD no cheat no fun marXD
shi bu shi =D
gAryosu !!

Wei Qi ~
I not familiar with you ~
But we are more close after the Bi LV i think XD
I still remember ur facce while 手交叉,奸奸的表情,看着我,慢慢走过来,说道:“十一月生日的人" !! HAHA !! So nice lar XDD THANKS !!
GARyous la ! I rmbr ur sis name XD li jing XD

QiaoRu
I think we can get more close at the future?
Isn't? haha ~ I think so ! =D
GAryous !!

JiaNing
U this... ke wu de people...
Why I know u de. .hahaha
always call me go die... but i always can't die XD
choi choi choi don't die die seng... XD
U let my 16 this year get more colours...
more fun... more happy ... and more... and more XD
So Terima Kasih to you this weird people....
1st time meet so weird de people like you ...
HAHA ~
Next year wen KE ! Don't think bad thing~ dun think sad thing ~
that's ming yun, god alr make it for u...
Wait u make miracles only XD
GAryous Garyous !!
Don't cry ar ~ XD

MEiKei ~
Meiji Meiji !! I very xin shang ur study spirit !
U're right whenever u are going for more and more marks !
don't bother we how to ying xiang u ~
U do what u think is right !!!
HEHEs !! GAryous lar !! Don't Give up Simply...

JIayi
叶嘉仪 !! I want very familiar with you !
I want do the same things with u next year !
I think u hope so ! XD
I really love your sleeping post and face !! XDD sO KEu and funny XDD
Ta PEK !
GAryous !!! =DD

Xiao Ern
Remember ar ~ xiao hai zi`~
I always calls you like that ! But u may not be like that !
next year 16 liao
know anot !! 16 liao ~ Don't xiao hai zi so much a... later macam me jiu cham XD
gAryous !!

Adam !
U're Cute enough !!! XD
+u !!

Dylan Chong
DAi Lan Dai Lan not nice... = =
Thien Thien PAnnai XD
haha ~ My gF? XD or My wife huuuu yyeye `~A ~~~
Be funky lar ! DAre to walk front and front !!
Be hou Tien !!
Garyous !!!

YauYang ~
Cha bu duo sama dengan jia xuen lor u !!
so funny sheRE == 1!! ! Beh Tahan LOR
haha !!
Be ur ronando lar !! If no u this funky guy... I also won't be so funky 1 XD
Garyous !!

Wei HAu ~
Thanks thanks ! thank you !!
Don't ask me why XD
Garyous !

BJ
don't always that face la XD
happy bit bit lar XD haha XD
Garyous lar !!
let ME know More secret next time XD

Yong Yu !!
Yar ! U are the secret man !!
I want to know more and more secret ~~ huu `~ haha
I love ur 2 hu lar !!
so paannaide why 1!! = =
HAHA
GAryous always lar !
Find me eh 1 XD

jianwen !
HA ! U this guy ~
REally ar... MAny thing wan to talk to you XD
Don't be chong dong please ~~
No matter how u think lar ~ I don't care jo ...
U have many ideas.
but Which 1 is the better u need to choose the right !!
Know anot... Big big boy liao ~
Society is more dangerous than u think !
2 words.
低调, give abit face to me ... and say OK...
Ok? hehes thanks lar..
GAryous ! thankyou also XD

Pooi Hieang
Don't Got spell right anot...
ur name is difficult to memories ~ XD
Hitam so fit you lar ~
Ur noob noob de face So KEu XD
haha !! Garyous LAR !
next year long pants jo...

Ah Boon
wen long ~ next year jiu recognise u 4 years jo lo XD
but quite not familiar with u too XD
nvm ! Terus GAryous for we both 1!!
=DD

Hoong Ping !
I really wan thanks to you Soooo Sooo Sooo much !
U are great !
ok ~ remember U are great !!
DAre to Be !! DAre to bE !!
Don't give up simply ~ Don't !
Ok ! Thank you Thankyou and thankyou !!!
Rmber ! Garyosu !!

PArkson
We'd try the same thing to each other too
We knw it ...
Garyous la ! Nothing is impossible de...
Ibelieve 1 day ~
we'll reach what we want XD
Garyuous !

Kaishen !
U're a kind kind man i knw~
haha ~ Keep going for ur kindness XD
shan fa chu qu ~!
Garyous !!

MacWan
My cousin ~ XD garyous !

Shengmeng ~
Chong ! for your dream !
Don't stop ! don't SCare... XD Be intelligent and Be shengmeng !
XD Please don't stop ur heart !
Keep Going Keep Goin 1!
GAryous !! OOWEIS !

no matter how ! 3 xiao all people + u... i cant type all ppl inside = =sorry... !! GARYOUS !
Work Hard for yourself !!

I love you all
Muacks

Monday, November 22, 2010

心情号

我想知道,你们到底是怎样

不要对我隐瞒,我很辛苦